our new ways of eating!

i have been reading alot of endo, pcos and fertility diet books.

we are eating great now, everything organic, heathy, lots of fruits and veggies, no - low carbs, no pros meats, no hormone dairys, no sugars.

i have been making homemade juice everyday. carrots, apples, ginger, graps, and wheat grass! sounds pretty nasty but its really yummy! and i dis-like veggies!


eating better and taking multi vitamins i feel so much better and healthier and i have more energy!

Night at the ER

i have been having the worst endo pain thats un-bearable! its to the point when i cant walk well, its interfering with my life, job, marriage.

i went in to the er fri oct 1st at 9:00 pm. due to the pain, they hooked me up to an iv with pain and nausea meds, he checked my lady area for any infections, took a pregnancy test, took a urine sample, took blood sample, more pain meds, did a cat scan and did not find anything but a normal cyst and also a huge cyst that had evaporated but nothing to cause me that much pain. im 99.99 % sure its endo growths but on a cts, ultrasounds, mris etc. endo does not show up. that doctor even with nothing to do about the pain beside pain meds he was a really great guy! i realy liked him, he made me feel so comfortable! he did one more pump of pain and nausea meds and sent me home with percocet 5-325 mg and told me to do a fallow up with my obgyn (dr. weeks)

on monday i called doctor weeks and the nurse get me in right away. i told him about the pain and my night in the er and he gave me 3 options. 1 get on birth control to help with the pain and regulat my period, whitch is not an option for me knowing we are trying to get pregnant. 2 get a hormone shot (deppo i think) wich will take away my period and is a birth control or 3 do surgery and check- take out all the endo growths which there are rists with surgery. and of course i choosed to do surgery. so he is going to set it all up and get me in as soon as he can in the next week - 6 weeks, he is going to call me tomorrow and let me know when.

as odd as it sounds i cant wait to get surgery, i want this pain to go away plus i have read about alot of women who had this surgery and became pregnant soon after. so im really looking forward to it! :)

we also talked about putting my on clomid, a fertility drug that will make me ovulat.

we are also doing a sperm test on matt tomorrow so please pray that, that goes well and he has happy, healthy sperm for me to make our beautiful baby!

more doctor updates

i have not posted in a while, been very busy with work, matts going to school, moved etc.

i have been to the doctors many times since i have last posted.

mainly seeing doctor lin, getting on the right med and trying to figure out my daily migraine issues. she started me on lorazepam 0.5 mg for anxiety and panic attacks and it has made a world of a difference in not only anxiety but also i have noticed less migraines.

i also went to see a diabetes-hormone specialist about 3 weeks ago, he lowerd my metformin from 1500 to 1000 because my body can not handle that much i had diarrhea and nausea almost 24-7. he also put me on actos, i see hint back in a couple of weeks to do some lab work.

stopped bc

I have to stop the birth control 2 weeks into it. I was spotting for a week after my period and my anger got un-controlable . Just thought it was not right for me.

Birth control

I went and saw a OBGYN yesterday for Endo. He did a pap (very painful) and we discussed options birth control, surgery or just deal with the pain.. And I refused birth control, he gave me a prescription NAPOXEN for the pain.


After talking with a friend, my husband and mom I decided to call my OBGYN (dr. Weeks) and go on the birth control for 3 months to regulate myself. So.. We will see how it goes!

Matthew (Hubby) has Pneumonia!

Matthew and I went to the Emergency Room the other night because Matt was none stop coughing and we found out that he has Pneumonia. they did an xray, have him pain meds and antibiotics then sent him home 6hrs later. that night he started coughing up blood. 2 days after he was getting worse so i took him in to the ER again, they did 2 breathing treatment and gave him more meds... (cost me $150 for meds!) he has been sleeping all day but seems to be doing better =)

Appt With DR Lin

Had a doctor appt today with DR Lin. She is sending me to a hormone specialist to get tested, she prescribed me another blood presser medication to take with my others to control it a little better and also to see if that reduces my daily migraines... She told me about a natural vitamin that may help me with nausea... She wants to see if my fallopian tubes are blocked, and also told Matthew to get some sperm testing done.

I can’t wait to get all my medical problems under control and diagnosed. All I want is to be a momma