Monday, August 15, 2011


SOOO I orderd Clomid online at a website, I think in Canada it took a while to be shipped here but i finally got it! the reason being I orderd online is.. that if i make a OBGYN apt for infertility the price would be around $500 JUST for him to put me on Clomid. I know how Clomid works, how to use it, and the side effects..

I can not wait to start taking it next month! I know there is only a 40% chance of conception, but who know.. i may be in the 40% range! :) I will update on how it goes for me! Thanks for reading!

Friday, July 22, 2011

no period, hormonal pill to start

I called DR WEEKS (OB/GYN) to let him know what in a couple months late in starting my period so he went out blood work to get the defendant negative pregnancy test. And then send in to medroxy (a hormonal drug) to kick start my period. For these 7 days on that pill I’m going to be a BLEEP BLEEP BLEEP, so watch out!


I’m feeling really down and upset about the way everything is going. I feel like years of trying to make my health better, is going nowhere, years of trying for a baby, and my fertility is going nowhere.. I don’t feel that I have the support that I would like from family and friends. If I’m to tired and stick to work “I’m lazy”, when I’m down, “I’m just bitch and emotional” I do not have the support that I need to lose weight, to feel batter. When I tried talking to family about this I was told that the last couple of days iv been moody. I feel really lost right now..

ENT doctor apt. he said he is not to sure about doing the tonsillectomy surgery. He wants me to decide on what to do and he wants to see if I have a bleeding disorder before anything. More and more tests to be done, I feel like a RAT in a testing lab.

Saturday, July 9, 2011

Lost 6lbs

I have lost 6lbs in 4 days between the enemas, special K and the gym work outs! Im so happy and I feel so much better doing the enemas!

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Special K Challenge & Shake Recepie

Today I start my special K challenge! Very simple to do. no point counting, no measuring foods, etc..

Special K shake that I made.
1 special K protein shake
A full banana
About 7 black berries
Some Ice and BLEND UP!

note: (use any berries or any fruit)

This is so yummy and you will stay full for a while!

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Detoxing Enema

A friend of mine does Enemas and explained to me what it is, how to do it and the benefits for it. Because of all my medication and stomach problems I decided to try a coffee Enema. Doing my research I thought it would be painful, uncomfortable, annoying, nasty, etc..

I cannot believe how good I felt afterwards also got my caffeine!

There are so many types of enemas Examples of Cleansing Enemas:
 Lemon Juice - Just what you need to clean the colon of fecal matter, balance its pH and detoxify the system
 Apple cider vinegar in water - helps with viral conditions and to clear mucous from the body. Great if you suffer from nasal congestion or asthma.
 Catnip Tea - Relieves constipation and congestion and will bring down a high fever
 Burdock Root - Helps to eliminate calcium deposits and purify blood
Examples of Retention Enemas:
 Coffee - A coffee solution (we mean a good organic breakfast blend, not decaf or instant) stimulates both the liver and the gallbladder to release toxins. (15 minutes only)
 Minerals - this is one you will want to retain permanently. It helps rebuild the energy of the adrenals and the thryoid
 Probiotic - Perfect for candidiasis and other yeast infections
 Red Raspberry Leaf- High in iron, great for the eyes and particularly helpful for women

So here is a video that I found that explains it! These ladies are kind annoying lol


Enema bad is at any store. I got mine at Fredmyers for less then $10. Make sure when you get one. it has the hose and attachments

Saturday, July 2, 2011

Blood presser, amazing change for me!

My blood presser went from a normal of 173/115 down to 118/72 with in a couple of weeks after a med change with my new doctor who I LOVE! I have had the worst blood presser since I was 11! I am a happy lady right now!

Thursday, June 30, 2011


Colonoscopy on the 14th of July. Not looking forward to it, but is something that needs to happen and figure out whats going on with my tummy issues!

Hormonal DR & Thompson (new DR)

Hormonal DR APPT.
We went over my Labs and went over my weigh, I have gained about 40lbs in 6 months. My guess is from the medications. I go to the gym regularly and eat alright. Its very frustrating! Ughh…
He took me off ACTOS and wants me to stay on metformin which I think is a good idea also.

Family Dr APPT.
My new DR I absolutely LOVE LOVE LOVE him. My blood presser is GOOD today. “Thank God!” the water pill that I started 2 weeks ago helps with PCOS and high blood presser together. Glad it’s working!
He cut my dose of Methyldopa (blood presser med) in half, see how my blood presser and weight does.
Then put me on cymbalta for my fibromyalgia, see how that goes. Cymbalta is not safe for pregnancy so as soon as it get pregnant if and when I do I need to stop this drug. But for now I hope it helps me out. I’m tired of being in so much pain and exhausted!

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Apt with my new dr.

I have a apt a couple weeks ago not with my new dr. he seemed to really card and looked over all my meds and health problems and took what I had to say in consideration. Started me on a water pill to help with my swelling and hope it helps with my blood presser. He is going to make changes in my meds. Take away the meds that I don’t need and change around the once I do that are okay for pregnancy. He also tested for a lot of stuff and all of those came back as normal. I see him again on the 1st and also my hormonal doctor this week.

PS my dr is a young good looking guy. I feel much more comfortable with him then my last dr.

My period is still M.I.A. so I will be calling my OBGYN tomorrow to see what to do I guess?

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

ER - Migraine

All might in the ER, 3 shots and a bag of iv, Slept until 3. and still have this migraine!

BTW, I took yet another pregnancy test and its another negative,very upsetting.

Friday, June 3, 2011

No period, Negative Pregnant test..

My ovulation was on the 14th of May.. With a positive ovulation test... The 28th the day I SHOULD have started my TOM (time of month) has come, and gone... Which in the last year I have had regular periods. Took a pregnancy test yesterday the 2nd of June and it was a BIG negative...
I don’t know if taking pregnancy perp (fertility herbs) has anything to do with a late period. Who knows??? So now it’s just a waiting game on starting my TOM or Test again in a couple of days. Very annoying. Tick tock tick tock tick tock…

Fertility Herb - Pregnancy Prep less then $20!

I went down to my local health food store looking for Dong Quai, and came across Pregnancy prep. Only $17 a bottle. I'm very excited! Heres a vidoe about it! Enjoy!

Sunday, May 15, 2011

More Apt updates

I have not posted in a while and have had multiple doctor appointments
I’m about to the point where I want to quit seeing doctors, stop all my meds and give up on my health and trying for a baby. I feel like I am not getting anywhere and getting worse.

My primary care doctor seems to only be making my health worse with more and more meds every times I see her so I had an apt at a different clinic called mosaic medical it’s a low income clinic but the only place that I have found that would take my insurance. That doctor did same basic blood work (as my last post talks about) she is gathering up my medical records and going from there…

Dr Lin, (prim care dr) also called me in for an appointment for a med check for the Lorazepam, She did refill for the last time she said, send me in for blood work to check for allergies to gluten also sent me to a Counselor. Said that she does not want to do anything else with me until I see a Counselor. I
have no idea what that’s has to do with my health and stomach issues?

If you know me well enough you would see what I DON’T like to talk about how I “feel” about my personal life, I don’t cry and sob over things, I do avoid any conversations about anything that is upsetting to me. I have always hid my feelings and emotions from everyone, besides my husband of course. Maybe it’s a good thing to see a counselor and learn how to control my anxiety, anger, and emotions with talking it out instead of panic attracts. Maybe I will open up; it’s just hard for me to do. Hmm?

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Vitamin D Deficiency

I have a vitamin d deficiency, as my doctor called and explained to me. Good news is ALL my other tests came back as normal. Diabetes, thyroid, some kind of infection in the stomach, some other vitamin blood work and what ever other tests they did. :)

Thursday, April 7, 2011

- 4lbs in 4 days!

- 4lbs in 4 days! WOOT WOOT!

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

sperm analysis results are in!

My nurse said that it looks normal, the count and shape of the sperms. My obgyn will look at the test and go over it with us. but they are looking good! Best news!

Gym & Diet!

Day 3 of our diet, Doing most of it from Weight watchers but not really keeping track of daily points. Starting weight (Enter weight here) “so not going to post my weight online” my goal weight is 145

Started excel gym yesterday. Going to be working out about 2 hrs a night. So far its great!

Friday, April 1, 2011

Semen Analysis

Matt returned the Semen Analysis today, hope to get the results asap. PRAY his spermies are doing alright! We are more then ready to get pregnant. Its just LONG LONG waiting game!

Monday, March 21, 2011

APPT with DR. Weeks. My OB.

I had a fallow up with my OB today. Said my ovaries and all my Lady pluming parts look gorgeous “YAY!” (Looked at everything with a camera during my laparoscopic surgery 4 months ago)

Told me that my body may be attaching the semen and fighting it as an infection (intruders) I guess he was saying...

Dr. Weeks also told me to wait 2 months and if I’m NOT pregnant by then that he will start me of fertility drugs

Also that all my PAIN is just the way my body is built, I can just feel everything that goes on (ovulation, egg releasing, period) nothing to do about it besides deal with it. He said my pregnancy is going to be horrible and miserable but all worth it at the end! I can’t wait for sore boobs, nausea vomiting, and all the steps through pregnancy!

Friday, March 11, 2011

After surgery update

I ended up in the ER a month after surgery due to an infection in my belly button. The stitches did not dissolve like they should have and the cut got all goozy nasty gross. She had to cut and pull out the stitches (which was very painful) cleaned it up and put me on antibiotics, FINALLY HEALED up! Now all that’s left is 2 purple scare, oh well! I’ll live

BUMP in our Marriage

Matthew and I had a big bump in our marriage for some wrong decisions that he had made behind my back, all came to worst and we both went our septet ways 2 months later we have been talking and trying to figure out and do our best on the marriage. I guess we will see how it goes from here.. everything is just so upsetting for me to deal with..